firstly,I will try very hard to make the practice on 10/25 but I may not be mentally at my peak and here is why
today i did something only a few have the duty of doing,I committed another person to spend the rest of thier natural life in a mental institution.
this is a guy I have worked hard and diligently with to integrate into society as a functioning member for 5 years,he was as close to me as family but he tried to kill someone this morning and in my line we are the police,judge and executioner and after several consultations and gnashing of teeth the decision was made and I carried sentence.
it really hasn't sunk in and I don't think it ever fully will on what I did but it was a necessary evil that had to be carried out,therefore if I make it to Sundays practice will depend on whether or not this really sinks in.
on a side note,the flyer that was posted at the library is not there anymore,repost it??